do I truly want to be? That is what I am struggling with right now.
When I began this blog it was to keep our family updated on the progress of being pregnant with my little Owen. I posted about doctors appointments, tests, his size, my 14 ultrasounds (no joke), my thinking i was about to miscarry, the state of my belly button while pregnant, etc.
Since having Owen it evolved into updated photos of our little man growing up (did I mention we are a military family with most of our extended familiy living at least 300 miles away?), fun photos from out weekends, and updates on Owens growth.
Then I started more blogging about meal planning, life, thoughts, hopes, etc.
But I have been holding back SO MUCH, and I just do not know if I am ready to take the plunge into full fledged honesty on my blog.
I could talk about my daddy issues and the fact i just decided he will never be a part of my life- but is that over sharing?
I could blog about how even though I love my husband with all that is in me, sometimes he drives me absolutely nuts and i want to put him in time out?
I could blog about how this year has been so difficult physically, mentally, emotionally, etc, but that might be too much.
I just do not know how to decide what kind of blogger I want to be. I have so many thoughts and feelings, I just do not know if I am ready to take the plunge!